I had an interview today. However, I just got a call from the company and they, “decided to pass.”
Am I upset? Yes.
Was it my dream job? No.
So, I ask myself, why am I so upset?
My best answer: I am confused as to what my dream job is. I don’t know what, who, or where I want to dedicate my day to.
Myself? My reading? My researching? My writing? My cooking?
I tell nearly everyone I meet, “going back to school to get a Ph. D is always in the back of my mind.”
So there’s that.
Maybe I am confusing myself. Maybe I am rushing myself.
For now, I will tell myself, “Goos fra ba.”